Chapter 43
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“Hold my hand. “He says.
I intertwine our fingers, Ivan leans down with our joined hands sitting right next to my face. I feel his dick rubbing between my lips and on my clit.
“Are you ready?”
“I think so…” I mumble. “It’s not going to hurt, is it?”
“only for a second, babe, just look into my eyes and it will all be over soon.”
Indeed, looking into Ivan’s eyes is making my heart settle. He cares about my wellbeing. I’m sure he’s used to taking the women he wants without worrying about Iarting them, without having to take his time. Yet, he shows a level of patience that I didn’t expect from him.
His cock pokes at my entrance for a few seconds before it starts going in. My hold on his hand tightens. It doesn’t hurt yet but it does feel uncomfortable. I try to focus on the music and on his beautiful orbs, Ivan moves in deeper but cautiously until he finds my hymen.
“Brace yourself, doll.”
Ivan takes his cock.completely out and this time, he thrusts back in with a little more strength. I feel my hymen tear and I scream at the sudden pain. Something warm starts to trickle out of me and I imagine that it’s the blood of my virginity. I just lost it and now Ivan is fully inside me, somewhere no other man has ever
come near to
I burst in tears without warning. Ivan hugs me and I bury my face in the crook of his neck.
“Shhh…I’m sorry, Catalina, I’m sorry it hurts. T–thank you…Thank you”
I think he’s crying too. Ivan resumes his hips t thrusts while I’m still in his arms. He’s gentle which makes the pain slightly more beatable. Soou enough, the wannth In my lower stomach picks up again and I start to feel good. It doesn’t hurt so much anymore but tears are still pouring uncontrollably.
I come before him and so quick because it’s my first time feeling this amount of emotion in one single instant. Ivan joins in soon after. He doesn’t fail to pull our right before he comes, the white and sticky substance hitting my dress.
I see his wet eyes. He did cry. It softens my heart to know that this meant as much to him as it did to me. We less one more time after getting into another messy hug. This single act has made us two pieces of a same person and I don’t think anything can come between us now.
Chapter 43
“I don’t ever want to leave this hotel.”
Ivan and I were still tangled up on the bed when the early morning hours came, our hands are joined, his much bigger than mine, which I find kind of fascinating. He kisses the top of my head, just where my hairline begins
ste too.” He whispers in his soothing voice. “I wouldn’t mind if the rest of the world disappeared right now.
We laugh and it really does feel like nothing matters in the world right nowexcept us. Sleeping with him has reinforced my feelings for Ivan to a point where it’s kind of scary, actually I find myself clinging to him, craving the slightest touch, the smallest attention. I wonder if he feels the same.
Thear that men tend to lose interest after sleeping with a man but somehow, I are to believe that Ivan is different. He cried last night. He was p bim the most precious thing about me. Antil now, I feel the love he has for me and all I cando is hope that it won’t fade anytime soon
“Did you ever fall in leer?
was grateful that I gave
bean hums but doesn’t give an answer right away, Isquint my eyes at him, a little sumprised. Why is it taking so long for such a simple question. I sit up on the bed, Tightening the hotel’s bathrobe around myself.
“Have you””” I repeat.
His fingers are still tangled in my long hair.
He says.
I can’t help but gasp in surprise. I clearly wasn’t expecting this from someone who only saw women as toys before.
“1 ask in a high–pitched tone, tailing to hide my disappointment. “Martha?
“Hell, no. I’d have killed myself it ever tell in love with someone as silly as her.”
*You, silly! Of course, it’s y
He sits upino, pulling me in his ams and kissing me heavily
“You’re the first woman ever fell in love with.”
He pecko my lips repeatedly until they tum into a wide grin.
“You got a little jealous there, didn’t you,
I roll my eyes at his jokes. But then, I realise that I really got jealous, I never even considered loving a man so much that the prospect of imagining him with a woman other than me would anger me this much.
– Am I steaming or did I win the heart of the sweet and innocent church girl? Can a lost cause like myself ever get this lucky?
“Well. It seems or you did win so maybe you’re not so much of a lust cause after all.”
| pass a hand over the side of his face. He leans in my touch with his eyes half–closed. Suddenly, there is the sound of a growling stomach. I wonder where it’s coming from for a second before realising that it’s actually me. Ivan breaks out in laughter,
“That’s our coe to shower and go get some breakfast.”
didn’t know I was this hungry “I chuckle, rubbing a hand over my stomach.
“That’s because itted you last nightJn’11”
Inuli my ryesat for silliness. Ivan pris out of bed in all his naked glory. He pulls me along and we make our way to the bathroom. Without a word, Ivan peels the night tube utt ut the and takes me under the water with him for our first couple showering, Willisit a doubt, note of us can resist the pull of lust and we end up
Now, it devin alinost natural way he can slide in me, like it’s meant to Maybe I shouldn’t be enjoying i
me again.
this as much as I do but it’s hard to control my desire. If
When we are bodiclean and anally jed, we trium to the bedroom to dress for the day, Ivan helps me pull the zipper oft my top and kisses the top of my shoulder
apt to spoil you, babe. What do you say we go one shopping spree a
“A shopping spine?”
wirlsane amunt. I laughlike I’m the luppiest well
Con earth and maybe Lam. There is just no way this pleasure can come to a
I think can get mad in ilus
