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“What will I do with the ring?” he said quietly. “You’re the only woman I want wearing that ring
“You have a new woman. I don’t want it anymore.”
Turning away, I grabbed my bag from the floor and started toward the door. Just s I reached for the handle, Nathan’s voice stopped me.
“You can’t leave.”
I whirled back to face him, my fury boiling over. “And why the hell not?”
His expression had hardened, it was almost difficult to know what he I’ve
Was thinking! cancelled your permit to leave Blue Ridge and return to the human world.”
I froze instantly. My hands fell to my sides, trembling. “You…what? You can’t do that!”
“I can,” he responded, his voice was devoid of emotion. “And I have. I am the Alpha, remember? And this is my decision.”
For a moment, I stared at the boy that I had prayed for
everything to get a husband like him. At the man who had stared at me tenderly but his eyes had blazed with rage when he learnt of all the things Ramsey had done to me.
When did he change? Why would he choose to betray me?
“You…you can’t control me like this,” I said with a shaky voice.
His eyes softened briefly but his resolve remained unbroken as he moved to the door, pausing with his hand on the handle. “Think about my offer, Lyla. Really think about it. It’s the only way.”
With that, he turned and walked out, leaving me standing in stunned silence.
My legs gave out beneath me and I sank to the floor, with tears streaming down my face. My chest heaved as I sobbed. I didn’t even know which of the things that had happened to me that I was crying for.
Was it because of how the wedding turned out to be or my real identity being exposed? There were just so many things to cry about.
The sobs came for thirty minutes. It was violent, uncontrolled, racking my entire body. But as my sobs quietened to hiccups, a new resolve began to grow in my heart.
“No,” I whispered to myself. “Crying won’t solve this. Tears won’t fix anything.”
Tears won’t help me now, they never had. I pushed myself to my feet, wiping my face roughly with the back of my hand. I grabbed my fallen bags. I couldn’t stay here, not another moment.
I left Natha’s house and decided to check into a hotel in town. The room was simple and quiet but it was the perfect place I wanted to be.
Some hours later, I was in a taxi going to Golden Gates Pack. My heart was pounding as we
neared the
rate Not only wae I already feeling awkward. I didn’t know how to confront Nannu
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Honestly, I didn’t feel as bad as I know I should or maybe the passage of hours had diminished the anger I felt. But come to think of it, I wasn’t as angry as. I just wanted to know why she had kept it away from me. So, it was answers I needed, clarity and a path forward.
After we passed the gates, the taxi drove me straight to the Moon temple. After I was dropped off, I stood in front of the gates of the temple, wondering if this was a good idea and if I was ready for this.
I didn’t even know what to say or how to start the conversation. I stared at the gates of the temple as memories of Nanny’s stories about this place flooded my mind. She didn’t say specifically
and
abo was a Moon Temple but she had told me so much about the place she grew up in
her best friend.
She had been clear enough back then and I would have insisted on knowing what she actually meant. When she talked about their waking and sleeping bells. Why hadn’t I figured it out?
I still stood at the gate, quietly.
“Lyla!” a voice called out from behind making me jump. I spun around to see Nanny’s best friend, Terra standing a few feet away from me. She had a smile on her face and kind eyes.
“Priestess Terra.” I breathed in relief.
“It’s Wise Woman but you can just call me Terra. What are you doing here? Did you come to check up on Nanny? Isn’t today supposed to be your wedding day? Why are you here?” Even I didn’t know that.
“I don’t know,” I admitted. “I just…I needed to find answers. I want to see Nanny.”
“Sure of course. Come with me,” she said gently. Together, she pushed open the gate and I followed suit.
It was a different world inside the temple altogether. I spotted a group of children a little shy of three years old, practising fighting and a lot of people in different age groups practising. I hurried behind Terra, catching up with her long strides.
“Why are there children here?” it was none of my business, I didn’t even know how the question came to my mind.
“Sigma children are brought in as infants. Some are a little after a year old or a few months old, depending on how strong the child is. This is our calling”
“Do the children ever know who their parents are?” I asked.
“Nope, and there’s absolutely no way for you to contact them. The essence of serving the Moon Goddess
to give your service a hundred per cent. There are latterly no in–betwens here. So, we’re all orphans here:
I nodded, trying to picture nanny as a child bawling and crying when she was brought here. We continued the rest of the walking in silence until we stopped in front of one building that was at the end. Terra rapped on the door twice. At the third time, the door opened and Nanny emerged.
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She went pale as soon as she saw me.
“Lyla? What are you doing here?” she asked. “Is everything okay? I’m sorry I couldn’t come to the wedding…”
“Is it true?” I interrupted her.
“True?” she eyes me with confusion. “What are you talking about?” she demanded.
“Are you my mother?”
