Chapter 23
Mine“he growls and his claws shred my dress into pieces before tearing my panties.
Suddenly memories of how my innocence was taken away from me, memories of how I was raped on the streets of New York rushes back to me.
I shut my eyes tightly trying to tremble against him.
I don’t want him to stop, and it isn’t because I am enjoying this act,I am not, I never will but I know what I got myself into, I know this is bound to happen so I might as well do it and get it over with.
1 open my eyes and I see him in between my legs licking me up but I feel nothing, absolutely nothing, only disgust with myself and mind.
Minutes pass and I focus on the sky, looking blankly at the stars. I then feel him leave my pussy and come up to me, squeezing my breast and licking the nipples erecting them.
He kisses my navel and then goes back to my lips, only then I react.
Kissing him makes me feel different, mainly because he is my first kiss. My first real kiss, because before him,I never kissed anyone I sleep with, it was just sex.
It is through the kiss I get a little bit aroused but that is that, immediately I feel him at my entrance,I stiffen, then he thrust,hard and powerful making me wince.
He groans and begins to thrust in and out at a study rhythm. I feel nothing but pain with each thrust,every thrust holds a painful memory.
“Fuck! You feel so good. Goodness you also taste like heaven “he groans into my ears.
I stare blankly at the skies, letting him have his way with me, taking his pleasure while I get used like a piece of trash. That is all I am good for, a pleasure machine.
I wait for him to finish, which he did with a loud groan, filling me with all his essence.
I gently wipe the tear the dropped on my cheeks seconds ago away and role to the other side.
After a few moments of silence he says something, he growls even.
“Fuck!FuckdFuck!“he curses,I feel him scrumble off the floor and I turn to look at him, only to find him running into the woods shifting into Atlas.
Instead of feeling hurt like any other human,I feel relieved don’t want to see his pity nor do I need it. All I have to do is give him an heir and I can go back to England and live my life.
1 grab the shirt he left behind and put on,I slowly get on my feel but wince when I feel a sharp pain in my abdomen. and between my legs.
Fuck it hurts.
I slowly walk back to the pack house and lock my self in the bathroom.
Two months later
Eight weeks have passed since I first had sex with Zander and it has become a normal routine.
He usually comes to my room after midnight and has sex with me and leaves inmediately.
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Sometimes I don’t even bother to open my eyes because I know he is the one thrusting into me. I am really surprised I haven’t gotten pregnant yet.
Then again the doctor says because of my scares conceiving will be very difficult.
Marcus left for England to take off our business three weeks ago but I speak to him every day. Now I work from home and we have purchased a new building here in the USA since we expanding our line.
I barely leave the pack house, I only leave here when Tasha Kenna or Faye drag me out. I train in the gym when no one is around.
But today is one of those days I am leaving the pack house.
Infact we are leaving the entire pack. There is an ongoing trail,a big trail that needs Zander to be around and so we are traveling to the Shadow moon pack.
As the Luna I need to be around because it is a trail between an alpha and a Luna.
I wave my mom and Kenna good bye before getting into the car with Zander.
Throughout the journey nobody spoke to each other, it was a complete and total silence.
We check into the hotel outside the pack and then later in the day we go the pack court.
Zander leaves me to join the council members and I stand there awkwardly looking around.
“Hello, you must Luna Crystalise, former Luna Crystal’s sister. I remember you“a Lady I don’t know says. She looks so young,she could be a least 21 or 22 years old
“Oh, I am France kins, Alpha Kins second chance mate” she says happily.
that is great but how did you know me. I don’t remember you being at the party?“I ask
“Oh, I was out of town visiting my parents and new spread around really fast in our world. I can’t believe I finally meeting the sister of the Crystal” she says but it looks like she has a double meaning to her words.
“And how do you know my sister?” a
I asks.
“Alpha Kins talks about her, alot. And by a lot I mean a lot” she says but her eyes twitches in anger. Okay.
But before I can say anything else, Alpha Kins walks up to us
“Alpha Kins“I greet him
“Luna Crystalise,nice to meet you, again and in a better circumstances “he with a smile but it doesn’t reach his
eyes
“Can I speak to the Luna alone, darling “he whispers to his wife still looking at me.
She frowns but nods and reluctantly leaves us alone.
“Is there a problem Alpha Kins“I ask because he continues to stare at my face.
“You look so much like her, exactly like her,it hurts so much“he whispers and tries to touch my face but I step
back.
“What the fuck!” I whisper yell.
“I am sorry, I didn’t mean to do that“he stutters.
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“Is there something going on that I should know. How do you know my sister?” I ask, “and why were your kids. referring to me as mom because I look nothing like your mate“I hiss.
“But you look exactly like their mom” he whispers and 1 gas stepping back.
“What?“I whisper.
“There is a lot you should know about Crystal. Your sister isn’t who she made everyone believe she is”
