Chapter 36
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“Saying you are sorry isn’t going to erase the pain and nightmares Zander. The day you rejected me, you killed a part of me, but last week, you killed me. I feel nothing, I am numb to everything except for the love I have for my baby“I tell him.
“But I love you.I want to be with you, I can’t leave without you baby, please don’t leave me“he pleads
“You don’t love me Zander, you only do now because you found out my sister betrayed you. I don’t want to be a second best to you or anyone. We can’t be together but I won’t stop you from being in your baby’s life. But you and we are done. I have the council annualing our marriage, please don’t fight this. I just want to rest” I tell him
But he immediately hugs me tightly, surprising me.
I didn’t know what he is saying but he kept whispering those words until he falls asleep.
As the days goes by, Zander begins to accept the reality of us not being together but he has become super protective of me. Following me everywhere I go and being my side at the slightest wince.
I am a week overdue and this baby has been kicking me nonstop.
Mom and Marcus are out shopping for last minute baby stuff and I am sitting in the living room watching the season finale of Game of thrones when I feel a sharp pain at my abdomen.
This is really bad than yesterday’s contractions.
Zander immediately rushes through the kitchen door and is by my side, fuck werewolf hearing
“Are you okay? Should I take you to the hospital?“he asks inspecting me.
“I am fine, just normal contractions” I say but the pain comes again and it is worse than the first, “fuck” I grits. “Baby…“he says helplessly.
“Help me up” I grits and he does, but immediately something wet splashes on the floor unto our feet and my eyes. widen.
“Call my mom Zander and tell him the baby is coming. Tell her to fucking harry up” I grits.
The pain increasing every second. Zander is about to move when I slap his hands,
“Help me upstairs, you Buffon!” I yell, oh goddess, what is this!
I can’t give
birth in a normal hospital and we don’t know the nearest pack hospital around, so I am having a home birth, where my mom is delivering it.
Zander helps me up the stairs and returns downstairs to call me mom as I change into something easier.
Zander returns upstairs immediately,
“She says she is on her way. What should I do?” he asks frantically.
“Set the place up before she arrives” I tell him.
After minutes of running around, everything was ready, we are now waiting for mama.
“Come, come hold my hands. Oh this hurts so fucking bad! I cry.
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Zander immediately hold my hands and I begin to squeeze it hard.
After 5 minutes when mama is still not here, I feel the urge to push.
“Zander… I think…. I think the baby is coming and you have to deliver the baby” I say and his eyes widen.
“I—I can’t do that!“he shakes his head in horror
“Well you have to! You did this to me!” I yell, but before he can say anything else the door burst open enters with Marcus on her tail.
“I am here, I am here? “She says and soon I begin to push.
After five hours, I finally hear the wailing sound of my baby
“Congratulations, you have a baby boy”