The moment I realized I had been used by my first love, I also felt the pain of being hurt by the one I loved.
During the days when I was hospitalized, I had been thinking about that.
When my wife was hurt, how did she heal?
When she lost our child due to my actions, how did she get over the sadness?
Perhaps the harm I caused her would take a lifetime to heal.
After saying goodbye to my wife, I took the little money I had left and went to various places.
While experiencing new things, I also felt an unprecedented sense of relaxation within.
But
every night, I was still engulfed by deep guilt and regret.
If I could go back in time, I would never make the same choices again.
But I thought, if I really could go back, my wife might not wish to meet me again.
I left this world on the 15th, which also happened to be my birthday..
There was a freshly baked cake on the table, but I never got the chance to eat them.
As I closed my eyes for the last time, my mind was still replaying past events.
After my death, my soul drifted in the sky.
I heard that after one dies, they could become a spirit for three days to accompany their
loved ones.
I returned to my wife’s side, watching her start a new life.
I remembered the last man I saw next to her. I vaguely remembered that his name was
Ronan.
During those three days as a soul, I kept my distance from her.
I knew she hated me, so all I could do was observe from afar.
Deep down, I still felt regret.
After all, I once had the right to enjoy a happy family, but everything was destroyed by my own hands.
Now, seeing my wife so happy, I sincerely felt joy for her.
On my last day accompanying her, I floated in the air and saw her dreams.
In her dreams, there was a 23–year–old me, during our discussions about marriage.
She reminisced about our past together in her dreams.
But unlike last time, this time she chose not to hold my hand. Instead, she walked forward
alone.
Watching my wife walk away, I felt happy for her.
She had truly begun a new life, and I hoped her future path would only get better.
